Appreciate

this photo taken when fathers day

Ola(: , yup it is September right now.....

Suddenly i feel like wanna write a post here 

Just finished semester 1 from my new school, I re-study again but in different course... This time  I choose psychology although I m not sure is it suitable for me but i got interest on it, actually i got interest on everything except business thing. LOL.  Now is the second week of semester break. I found that i am wasting my time due to i just keep sleeping.

But this few days I feel warmly and love.

I have been long long time didnt heard my mum talk to me with a softly voice....

I know that sound like ridiculous , but the feeling is from the deep inner heart. ❤

I have a best friend, I  m so envy about her, she have a lot of friends, a brave heart, a confident attitude, and always have many "great" people beside her. then she told me if u are appreciate to everyone and everything no matter how is bad, actually u can feel that everyone is "great" person who are beside you. I am stand in amazement for a moment, this is a great sentence....

i think all of us already forgot what is appreciate. We should appreciate everything happen around us, there have much relation between us, like the Sun, It give the life in the earth, so that we exist. If we always think and look on positive side, there have no one thing is perfect and complete. Every single thing have two side, No, I means actually is one side, is we view it in two side. If we stay open minded, and view it in whole side, the life will better.

Last week, i would like to thanks to my best friend, shirley, who bring me go for a meditation "event", i learned so many things :)). After talks, I just realise i m so foolish and shallow. because i dont know the truth meaning in the world. the every sentence what they said in the talk have a deep meaning, I just get it a little bit. i should learn from them. I m so appreciate i had meet the guys.

so thankful i live in earth:) 

No more evade

Ciao~ spring. :D

In order to succeed, your desire for success should be greater than your fear of failure.

A short journal to me. I have been working full time as a math instructor for one year, but a good chance to learn aptitude and attitude to me such as patient and spirituality because my center director is a quite spiritual person and she knows a lot of things. I feel grateful and lucky that I am working with them. Appreciate every moment while they taught me and their advise when I get in trouble.

Within working period I have tried to evade or something like give up,else stop the job due to my laziness and communication problem. I really dont know how to speak well in english, this problem like a barrier to block me always even shy away people and hope they better dont talk to me. O.Olll. I think this is funny. Some more children will laugh at my pronunciation. LOL. 

But I got improve although just speak fluent in mathematics language. HAHAHA   

I found that there a lot of perspectives in everything. No matter bad situation or good, must think in positive way so that we will have a life with happy heart. <3  

It time to boost myself!!